There is a three year old who lives in my head… she might be a little older than that, but I imagine her at about three.
She is a selfish, demanding, unreasonable, spoilt little brat. She is not interested in logic, in reasoning, in consequences, she just wants things and she wants them NOW! And sometimes she *doesn’t* want things and will kick and scream and petulantly yell ‘No no NO!’
She can be incredibly … Continue Reading
In lieu of actually writing anything of my own, I have updated my blogroll, peeking into the lives and thoughts of others and wanting to share them: “Look, look!!”
I’ve added vanilla links also for the first time. My tendency is towards beautiful things: those that make me laugh, yearn, smile or sigh. Happy-making things.
I suspect some of you perves might be tempted to skip over the vanilla goodness, but I have just … Continue Reading
When I wrote about strap-on harnesses (yeah, like anyone forgot, cock perves!), I took out my toybox (which I *wish* was a fabulous carved old wooden trunk that sat mysteriously in my bedroom all sexy-like, but is actually a bright orange lockable Samsonite suitcase that I hide under the bed) so that I could check the construction of one of my harnesses to answer a commenter’s post.
The suitcase has since been sitting in the … Continue Reading
I am not a special flower in saying that most people I run into don’t understand me: I think pretty much everyone can say that. It’s why finding someone who ‘gets me’ is so powerful. We run around in the world making pleasant chit chat about chit chatty things and it is ‘nice’ and nobody really connects with anybody, and so it goes.
Sometimes we even convince ourselves that ‘nice’ is enough for a potential … Continue Reading
After all the talk of the amazing openness and vulnerability that I wish for from my submissive, I’ve been considering posting something that shows me at my most vulnerable. It is scary, the showing, even though it doesn’t really matter because the actual terrifying part of doing it is already done, is over.
I rarely take emotional risks, and when I do, they are quiet risks, whispered into someone’s ear, tentatively put on the table … Continue Reading
I finally put something more than ‘nothing’ in the About Me section here!
Because, you know, it’s all about me!
… Continue ReadingIn this post, I am answering questions asked by the lovely N in the last Sunday curiosity comments.
“Were you always a “private player” (did I get that right?) or was there a time when you did enjoy playing at parties, gatherings and the like?
Yes, you got that right!! And no I wasn’t always. I actually started out playing in public, but I didn’t do it a lot because I learnt quite quickly that … Continue Reading