It is gentle, this image I have of kissing you, soft and exploratory.
Maybe because you are so naively greedy, offering yourself with no real clue what you are putting on the table. You think you can give it because you don’t know any better.
It would be tender… a slow approach, watching your reaction, seeing the longing, the yearning, the guileless reaching. It is heartbreaking, really, the innocence of it, the trust. And oh … Continue Reading
I like it when you falter, are made shy and unsure.
Not by me, really, though there is that.
It comes from you: That voice in your head that tells you to stop it, to not say that, to not do that, to not THINK that, but something in you urges you to say, do, think it anyway.
I watch your conflict like a predator watching prey, keenly, intently. It makes me want to lean … Continue Reading
I bought a vagina gym!
Since I’m getting all fit and stuff, I figured, hey, how about vagina fitness?!!
So, I bought a vagina gym.
These Luna Beads by Lelo are a kind of ben wa balls. They are different weights: the pink are 28 grams and the blue are 37 grams. The balls themselves have smaller weighted balls inside them which shift as you move. You can use just one, or two at … Continue Reading
It is cold tonight, and I am, coincidentally, wearing three articles of clothing from boyfriends past.
It is unintentional, and sweet.
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My sweatshirt, too big, an unattractive colour really, is one that I grabbed out of my first submissive’s ‘give away’ bag when we were clearing out clothes to take to good will. He probably had it for quite a while before I took it. I plucked it out of the box by the … Continue Reading
hello Jay,
I am drumk, whoicnh mans slow and terrible typing, wihc I am too lazy to corect because, I am lazy
an d drnk!@
I hpe yhou had a great day, cutie pie, and mickey mouse was sweet to you.
Good moening , Jay
*big hug*
Ferns… Continue Reading
I love it when I gloriously intrude into your life: make you look at your email *again*, check your phone, obsessively hitting refresh (just in case), make you smile when you see my name pop up, make your heart leap Pavlovian into your throat, make your cock hard, wet when something strikes you just right, make you replay sweetness over and over, make you bounce with ‘Yespleaseabsolutely’ pleasure when I suggest we chat, make you … Continue Reading
At the dog park, I pointed out to e how his dog would run enthusiastically up to a group of dogs, and then she would stand there on the edge and see who was interested in playing with her. A kind of “Here I am, everyone… I’ve done my thing, now if you want to play with me, you have to come to me” thing.
e looked at me. “That’s just like you…”
I looked … Continue Reading