When I play, my submissive doesn’t get to just be the passive recipient of my attention. For me there is a feedback loop between my submissive and me that either works or doesn’t. It can’t be faked, it is part of D/s ‘chemistry’ for me, maybe others call it connection or intimacy or some such, but for me it is a combination of indefinable things. He feeds me with his honest and open reactions (lust, … Continue Reading
From outside
I watch him hurting and I can’t fix it.
Sometimes I make it worse with a thoughtless comment or a passing throwaway that cuts him, I don’t even realise I have pierced his skin until I see the blood seeping quietly from the wound, until I see him backing slowly away from me. He retires to a corner to lick it, silently curled up into himself, I imagine an accusatory look being thrown my way … Continue Reading
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Women, Swinging, and Seduction – From Meeting … Continue Reading
Suede and patent leather
Black suede with patent leather features and plus… zips! Why are completely useless zips sexy? I don’t know, they just are. You can’t see in the photo, but they also have a patent leather ribboned piece running up the back seam… *happy sigh*
My sent emails XIII
I mentioned this dilemma a little while ago, so… :
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Hello InterestingManWhoMightNeedaCuteNickIfThisGoesAnywhere,
[…stuff…]
I am not sure how much you have read of my blog so far, but I want you to stop reading it. I think the blog contains TMI for someone I am getting to know. I assume that request is not too difficult?
[…more stuff…]
Ferns
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Sometimes my passion wanes, and it is not you and it is not me, it just is.
Sometimes you feel so close to me, like you are inside me, like you are part of me and it makes me feel kind of sick, a tightness in my chest and a fullness in my throat, and I love that.
Sometimes I am happy just to hear you tell me about your day and we exchange dull … Continue Reading
My sent emails XII
This is again one where you MUST see what landed in my inbox, because… well, I like to share… I am good to you like that…
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i pooed in my diaper and so now i have to wear my dirty mess and sit in it like the pathetic piece of shit that i am.
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Me, killing myself laughing and passing it on to all my friends: OMG!! Best. Email. EVER!!! Oh … Continue Reading