I am exhausted, can barely keep my eyes open, lying under the sheet, waiting for sleep to take me. I shift a little to the edge of the bed and reach down. My fingers find skin and I travel it lightly, orientating myself to you. I hear you shift as you turn your face up to me, and my fingertips touch your hair, forehead, eyes behind eyelids flickering at my touch, your lashes heavy and … Continue Reading
Kiss goodbye
I’m thinking about kissing you goodbye: a lingering, panting, desperate, hard, full body-contact kiss aching with need and want and hunger and loss, all mouth and lips and tongue and grabbing and melting and it tastes so fucking good I want to hurt you to get more.… Continue Reading
Show me how to hurt you
‘I’ve never done this before, you have to show me…’
‘Yes Ma’am, I’ll show you, here…like this, you can do it like this…’
‘Like this boy?’
‘No, you can do it tighter… there… and then…’
‘Tight enough now? And what if I do it up this way? How’s that?…’
‘That’s good…nice… but you can be much rougher with me…you are holding back…’
‘Yes, yes, I am… until I see the impact… ok… this? How’s this … Continue Reading
The couch
He slid off the couch and sat at her feet. He lowered his cheek to her knee and rested there. She idly stroked his face, running her fingers through his hair, he almost imperceptibly rubbed his cheek against her leg as she stroked him. She could almost imagine him purring, but he was silent, his eyes closed as she petted him. Her hand left him to turn a page of her book, and she felt … Continue Reading
Card game
I pass you some cards, face down on the table and wait for you to select one and turn it up, watching your expression as you do. And it makes me smile because of course what is on the cards is random, scary, fun, silly, painful, horrible, delicious. And for once, I let you keep your clothes on because it makes you feel safe and protected, and the cards will take care of that soon … Continue Reading
Putting him to bed
I put you to bed at 5am, some four hours ago, and I am thinking about you now, trying to work, instead, thinking about you, naked and tied, thinking about you saying ‘thank you Ma’am’ to me, thinking about you, and it’s incredibly hot. I have the entire reel in my head and I play it with different themes (hard, hissy, snarly ‘get on that bed now, boy’ with slapping and spitting; or it being … Continue Reading
Wash me
He was kneeling on the edge of the bed, she put a blindfold on him, smoothing the silk over his eyes. Unable to resist his mouth, she kissed him again, nudging at his lips, soft kisses, opening his mouth with hers, gently licking at his tongue, holding him at the back of his neck to bring him to her, his mouth searching for her as she pulled away.
‘Undress me’ she instructed him.
He felt … Continue Reading