I am exhausted, can barely keep my eyes open, lying under the sheet, waiting for sleep to take me. I shift a little to the edge of the bed and reach down. My fingers find skin and I travel it lightly, orientating myself to you. I hear you shift as you turn your face up to me, and my fingertips touch your hair, forehead, eyes behind eyelids flickering at my touch, your lashes heavy and dark, even in the dark, over your cheek, and I touch your lips, soft soft soft and I stroke them, so soft, and I push just a little and your mouth opens for me, and I can hear you breathing, and I slide two fingers into your wetness and your lips close around them and you suck gently at them, your tongue a soft lapping.
And oh, god, it immediately makes me wet, your mouth and your tongue and your lips, and I feel my heartbeat quicken and my breathing into the darkness gets heavy and shallow, and I close my eyes, so tired, and let your mouth become distant, like a dream of a mouth, and I feel myself drift away, knowing you are there, tethered by the side of my bed, my fingers in your mouth and I wonder if you will sleep. Will you sleep?
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Dear Sx,Would you sleep??well perhaps…the submissive could feel blissfully content tethered next to his Mistress. However, the arrousal also could be so intense that sleep would be impossible. i suppose it may depend on what happened before the tethering..and what was said too!!smiles, amusoman
Nooooooo, I wouldn’t sleep. Though, funnily enough, if I WERE asleep, I think I’d suck those fingers by instinct. xxxx
amusoman: You are right of course, what might have happened beforehand would influence his ability to sleep.I’m thinking a nice bit of knitting… and a discussion about the weather… yes, that sounds about right…Ferns
anonymous xxxx: No sleep? You don’t think so?Well I have to say that an unconscious gentle sucking would be just lovely… I think then <>I<> wouldn’t be sleeping!Ferns
Ungh. That’s hot.
thumper: “Ungh”?? Is that what little rabbits sound like when they aren’t allowed to come?Ferns
Ah Sx,Knitting and weather…you have known me way too long…all my fetishes..re knitting and weather have now been exposed to the world!regards b!!
b: No no no… I haven’t even <>started<> to reveal your bizarre fetishes yet… knitting and weather are only the tip of the iceberg folks!Ferns
“Is that what little rabbits sound like when they aren’t allowed to come?”Something very much like that, yeah. ;)
God, that’s hot. Would I sleep? Maybe. Some. Probably a little, off and on, at some point. Depends on how I’m restrained. If I’m chained on the floor beside the bed, I can usually get a fair amount of sleep if my hands aren’t cuffed behind me. If they are, I don’t sleep much, and frankly even if they aren’t I usually sleep lightly, intermittently, waking up whenever my partner makes any sound. I sleep with one ear on her, because I don’t want to miss anything. But this is hot. Very good. Thanks for sharing it!
Panda: “I sleep with one ear on her, because I don’t want to miss anything.”That ‘not wanting to miss anything’ is both sweet and somehow appealingly innocent. I’m trying to put my finger on why that is and can’t quite grasp it. Perhaps it’s because pets do that, keep an ear out even as they sleep. Lovely. Ferns
Pets… yeah, that speaks to what “clicked” with me about the story. That’s the way I identify. I’m wired for proactive service submission, for lack of a better term. I see it as my role to pay attention at all times, to try to never miss a signal no matter how slight or how subtle. In this case, to be alert for any sign of restlessness in her sleep, so that if she does happen to be in the process of awakening, by the time she fully comes around I’m already awake and kneeling beside the bed, ready for whatever she may want from me. Long story short, my ex used a training technique that was elegant in its simplicity and highly effective at reinforcing that mindset.
Panda: Thank you for your explanation, I appreciate it. “…by the time she fully comes around I’m already awake and kneeling beside the bed, ready for whatever she may want from me…” That picture does make me smile, and ‘proactive service submission’ is a perfect way to describe it.Ferns
i will sleep, when She wills it.
i have often wondered what it would be like to be caged for the night, or tethered to the bed and sleep on the floor. This view of the headspace a Domme might be in is incredibly erotic :)
Secretive Slave: “i will sleep, when She wills it.”
Ahh, but what if she really doesn't care if you sleep or not?
“i have often wondered what it would be like to be caged for the night, or tethered to the bed and sleep on the floor.”
The cage thing is not appealing to me (and plus is just not so practical), the tethering by the bed, though, that is just lovely.
Ferns
I don’t think I would sleep. The whole shoving fingers into mouths seems to be getting to me… I think I might have a new fetish. Even if I did doze off, I’m pretty sure I would still be sucking gently at her fingers because Ma’am’s needs should come first. Add on the fact I would be tethered to the bed… pretty sure I would think I was in Heaven.