I want to tether you by the bed and make you wait for me, I want to cuff and collar you and make you crawl after me when I call you, I want to make you lick me while I completely ignore you, I want to see how many times I can slap you before you can’t come back to me anymore, I want to kiss you in a movie theatre and stop when you get hard because that’s not allowed, I want to fuck your arse gently and see if it makes you come, I want to cover your mouth and nose somewhere out in public and see how you react, I want to make you kneel at my feet in a cafe, I want to make you pay for every pleasure, I want to make you lick me all over, I want to stroke your head in my lap when we are on the couch reading, I want to interrupt whatever you are doing to make you do trivial things for me that I could do for myself, I want to tease you and then give you nothing, ever, I want to make you eat out of a bowl on the floor with your hands cuffed, I want to see if I can make you come from pain alone, I want to make you grow your hair because I like to grab it and put your head where I want it, I want to carve my initials in your chest over your heart, I want to pierce your skin and make you wear something that says you are mine, I want to tell you where and how to touch me, I want to wake up with you licking my feet, I want to feed you scraps off my plate as you kneel beside me, I want to piss on you to mark you as mine, I want to tell you not to say certain words and punish you when you do, I want to make you kneel in a corner and ignore you completely, I want to tie you up so that you can’t move and leave you there, I want to call you horrible names and see you get smaller, I want to sit in your lap while you are trying to work and then ask wide-eyed why you aren’t working, I want to see you laugh when you think I am kidding, I want to see recognition dawn when you realise I’m not, I want to see you scared and cowed and whimpering, I want you to be strong for me, I want you to do the boring things for me and look to me for approval, I want to write on every inch of your body and claim it, I want to wax off all of your body hair, I want to have every part of you in my mouth and see how you taste all over, I want to tell you to do impossible things and watch you try, I want to lean into your back when we are queuing at the market and feel your heartbeat, I want to tilt my head and watch you reach immediately, hopefully, for a kiss, I want your mouth, your lips, your tongue always ready, I want my whisper in your ear to make you shiver, I want to feel your hand slip into mine when we are walking down the street, I want to see that look in your eyes when I tell you to do some small thing, I want to laugh at your silliness and see your pleasure in it, I want you to say ‘no’ to me so I can raise my eyebrow at you, I want to see your face when you are truly sorry, I want to feel your confusion when you are trying to understand what I want, I want to see your expression when you surrender, I want to see you close your eyes and relax into whatever is coming because you trust me, I want to hear you scream and pant and struggle to breath, I want to taste your mouth when you are scared, I want… all of that, I want it all…
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Wanting
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[swoon] One of the most deeply romantic things I can remember ever reading. You have somehow managed to outdo yourself this time.
Ferns, l agree with panda, one of your best, thank you.Wishing you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year
Panda: A swooning panda, how completely adorable.“One of the most deeply romantic things I can remember ever reading.”Thank you so much, I’m pleased that you read it as such.Ferns
slutboi: You are most welcome, I’m glad you enjoyed it. I hope you had a great Christmas and are planning a wonderful New Year’s Eve.Ferns
(pant, pant, pant) Uh, forgot what i was doing or why i was here. ;-)Thank You for that – wonderful.
“Panda: A swooning panda, how completely adorable.”Well, we’re very sentimental, we pandas. We’re not really members of the bear family, did you know that? That’s a myth. We’re actually quite romantic.So when we see something like this…“I want to see how many times I can slap you before you can’t come back to me anymore… I want to stroke your head in my lap when we are on the couch reading… I want to piss on you to mark you as mine… I want you to do the boring things for me and look to me for approval… I want to lean into your back when we are queuing at the market and feel your heartbeat… I want my whisper in your ear to make you shiver, I want to feel your hand slip into mine when we are walking down the street, I want to see that look in your eyes when I tell you to do some small thing, I want to laugh at your silliness and see your pleasure in it…” we know we are seeing sheer poetry. Our little panda hearts are overwhelmed by the tenderness, and we are moved almost to tears by the beauty of your song. And we swoon. We pandas. Because we are like that, and we can not help it.
Her Knight: Errrmmm… I believe you were looking for information on topiary… yes, topiary… that was it wasn’t it?“Thank You for that – wonderful.”You are most welcome.Ferns
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Panda: “Our little panda hearts are overwhelmed by the tenderness, and we are moved almost to tears by the beauty of your song.”Now that’s beautiful. I am enjoying your little panda heart.Ferns
kitty cat: *pet pet*
Great post: it’s so beautifully and fluidly written, sweet and terrifying and rough. Thank you Ma’am
Henry: “…it’s so beautifully and fluidly written, sweet and terrifying and rough…”
Thank you Henry, I miss you, when are you coming home?
Ferns
Whew! I want to read that again!..and, again and again and again and again!
Beautiful wants…Yep!
That’s definitely Sugar on Top!
X,Adam.
Adam: Please do read it again and again and again etc… it likes that… it is a slut like that, my writing.
Ferns
its absolutely like you went inside my head, and wrote all what i am feeling at this moment!!
oh well, my beautiful submissive is away from me as of now, and i am missing him a lot at this moment, and this is exactly how i feel right now…
.. you really write pretty well.
kudos.
AconitE: I'm so glad you could relate, and yes, isn't it tough when he is away?
I hope your boy is coming home soon.
Ferns
*zap zap*
*zap*
Ferns
Best. Christmas List. Ever.
*smile* I know right?!
ARE YOU PAYING ATTENTION YOU FAT RED-SUITED BASTARD?!!
Ferns
Hello-ho-ho Ms Ferns.
The fat red-suited bastard wasn’t paying attention, was he?
No he fucking wasn’t. Bastard!
Ferns
Beautiful!!!
and that is alla a submissive wants for his Mistress!
Thank you *smile*.
Ferns
This was amazing! Do I want all of this because I’m a submissive, or am I a submissive because I want all of this? I wouldn’t change it either way.
*heart eyes*… because I have no words.