Shy… well, shy is sweet – it’s so delicate, it breaks my heart, just a little. It makes me want to get right in his face, back him into a corner, and make that sweet shyness into excruciatingly uncomfortable, awkward, blushing, stammering and stuttering sink-into-the-ground self consciousness. And when he tries desperately to break the tension, with that half-joking, half-hopeful, half-smile that shy people do sometimes, I want to feel his embarrassment when it doesn’t work and see in his face his fervent wishing that he was anywhere but right where he is right now. Makes me want to grab and shove and push and wrap my fingers around his throat and kiss him so hard his head slams into the wall in that corner and his eyes open wide in shock. Makes me want to transform it, that shy, into something else… into something worse, and then into something much much better and be in his skin when he recognises that transition, and feel his heartbeat and his mouth and his breath and his thoughts and his cock when he surrenders his awkward, excruciating self consciousness to that surprising shock of pleasure, not sure if he should trust it, but wanting to, badly.
Shy… well, shy is sweet.
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Ms. Ferns,
I haven't been able to get myself comment on any of your posts so far but this one was your best yet in my opinion. I am very shy myself in many situations and so reading this especially struck home to me and left me breathless. Being able to see what someone from the other side feels is amazing, especially when it is someone as incredibly hot and eloquent as you. Thank you. You left me hot and trembling =)
Daveboy: I am so pleased that you got yourself to comment, it's lovely to hear from you.
“I am very shy myself in many situations and so reading this especially struck home to me…”
I'm glad you liked it and could relate to it. There is something very special about shy boys, they offer a sort of palpable vulnerability that is quite beautiful.
“…especially when it is someone as incredibly hot and eloquent as you.”
Oh, thank you… see… shy *is* sweet (though that wasn't shy at all… it was rather bold! Well done!)!
I hope to hear from you again now that you have made the brave leap to commenter. No going back now, Daveboy.
Ferns
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This is a wonderful post! I re-read it a few times and each one left me with a big smile on my face. I’ve lived in that awkward, shy place for so long that it would not occur to me that such a thing would happen. Shyness can act as an invisible barrier that few are willing to breach, and to have it happen like that would be nothing short of magic.