I tell him to get the paddle. He returns to where I am sitting on the edge of the bed, kneels before me and offers it up to me. I smile at him, he gives me a cheeky look back.
“Spanking, baby…” I announce, unnecessarily.
“But… but… I’ve been a good boy!” he mock-protests, his eyes wide. He is funny.
I cup his face to me and kiss him gently, he leans into it, and I feel his body relax at the familiar intimacy.
To set the scene, I have to describe what I am wearing because it makes me laugh and shatters those illusions of ‘The Dommeliness’. I have on pyjama pants, royal blue pirate pants with skull and crossbones all over them, we have declared them ‘scary’ in their very pirateness, I have a Mr Grumpy t-shirt on, and Mr Clever woolly socks… I don’t have a thing about Mr Men, it just turned out that way, and yes, I shall hand in my Dommie McDomme card any minute now… along with the secret decoder ring. As for my boy, he is wearing stripy pyjama pants, a t-shirt, my collar.
I take Mr Grumpy off, and slip my pyjama pants down my legs, I want to feel every inch of his skin against me. He waits before me, watching quietly. I touch him under his t-shirt, sliding the fabric up and he lifts his arms so that I can slip it over his head, his gesture is childlike and sweet. I pat my lap and he lays his body across my thighs, heavy and warm. I reach to pull his pants down so that they are around his knees, exposing his arse to me. I pull him tight against me, my stomach against his side, his cock (mine) and thighs against my leg. I enjoy his solid warmth and stroke the skin of his back, down to his rounded cheeks over and over, touching his warm smooth skin.
I start with my fingers, stroking and tapping gently against his arse for a short while before delivering a hard slap to his right cheek. I feel his body jump a little at the first one, a shock even though he knows it’s coming. Then I start to spank him in earnest, concentrating on the sound and feel of him under my hand. I smack him in rhythmic spurts… slap-pat-slap-pat-SLAP-SLAPSLAPSLAPSLAP-pat-pat… then again, and again, each time a little different. His skin warms under my hand, he starts to make soft “ow” noises as his skin becomes sensitive, even though I know there is no real pain in it… his body sways with each strike. I use different rhythms to give my hand a rest, it hurts me if I hit too hard for too long, I am delicate like that, but I enjoy very much the skin-on-skin contact and am reluctant to use the paddle. He curls against me, and I realise he is trying to get his mouth on my leg, I widen my knees and feel him nuzzle and kiss my thigh as I continue to spank his arse, I feel his lips form the “ow” sound against my skin, I feel the little expulsion of air when I hit him particularly hard.
When my hand gets a little sore, I smack him gently down the line from his crack to his balls, he widens his stance to give me better access and makes sounds of pain at the gentle slapping to those sensitive spots, his body rocks against me, his cock hard against my thigh. I don’t use the paddle, I spank him until my hand is red and sore and his arse feels hot under my fingers. I finish by pulling him close against me, stroking him down, petting his hair, leaning over him, covering him with my body to get as much contact as I can against him.
When I tell him to kneel up, he does so slowly, his face is open, dazed, soft, he is made small by this, spanking makes him feel vulnerable and exposed. I pull him close close close, he wraps his arms around me, both of us trying to get as much contact as possible, we stroke and kiss for a long time and finally tumble into bed.
17 comments
Hm, the intimacy of the moment carries well through the post. Thanks for sharing.
There’s a lot I could comment on here but I’ll just leave it at saying that I had never realized that spanking could be such an act of love and intimacy. Great post!
miladymao: “Thanks for sharing.”
You're welcome, I'm glad the feeling came through.
Ferns
slapshot: “…I had never realized that spanking could be such an act of love and intimacy…”
*smile* Well, I am pleased to have shone a different light on it for you. I think a lot of things can be either intimate or removed, but some, like over the knee spankings, are intrinsically intimate. I like *most* things to make us feel close and the position and contact in OTK spanking is one of the good ones for that.
Ferns
Ferns
I love the way you write about your relationship with him. As miladymao said, your love and tenderness for him really come through your words. It's nice to read.
Britni TheVadgeWig: “I love the way you write about your relationship with him…”
Thanks Britni, I'm glad the tenderness comes through… perhaps a small counter to all the 'punish the lowly worm, he isn't fit to look his Goddess in the eye etc' writing that still seems to be so prevalent.
Ferns
I love the image of you in jammies like this. I'm not always wearing leather, latex, or a corset. We can't be on 24/7 like that.
Thanks for sharing.
Mistress L: “I love the image of you in jammies like this. I'm not always wearing leather, latex, or a corset.”
*laugh*I don't even *own* any leather or latex, or in fact, any fetish gear. The closest I get to fetish wear is fabulous stiletto heels, and I only buy those if they are wearable in the real world.
“We can't be on 24/7 like that.”
Absolutely! I'm not even on 0/0 like that!
I was going to comment further on this, but it started to get a bit too long as I thought more about it, so I will probably put it into a post.
Ferns
I'm a big fan, though I'm not sure I've ever commented before. Your writing is so clean and crisp, and thoughtful…and hot. I think this is one of my favorite posts so far. Thanks!
Truly: “I'm a big fan, though I'm not sure I've ever commented before…”
I don't think you have commented before, no… thank you for doing so. I'm glad you are enjoying my writing, I always like to hear about favourites!
Ferns
This was beautiful. Truly. Almost too much so. Thank you for writing it. As a life long sub, I understand my place, but it's nice once in a while to know our DOMMES truly care about us.
Rick: “This was beautiful. Truly. Almost too much so. Thank you for writing it.”
You are so welcome, Rick, I am glad you enjoyed it.
“As a life long sub, I understand my place, but it's nice once in a while to know our DOMMES truly care about us.”
Well, I can't speak for any other dominant women, but (among other things), I am a kissing and cuddling junkie, I don't think my boy is in any doubt about my caring for him. I do hope your Domme lets you know that she cares enough for you to feel valued and safe with her.
Ferns
A well-spanked bottom makes a much more ardent and intimate kisser and cuddler–I am filled with a grateful heart for your sweet, insightful prose.
jm
jm: “I am filled with a grateful heart for your sweet, insightful prose.”
Oh that's so lovely! I do like knowing that some of my old posts are still being read from time to time! Thank you for leaving me a comment back here!
Ferns
This whole post is just marvelous. I just want to eat it up and spit it back out so I can eat it up again.