What I do love, do, and love, is to make him look into my eyes when he comes because it’s mine, his orgasm… I want to get inside him and take it from him, to experience it with him, to see it in his eyes, his acknowledgement that it’s mine, to feel his surrender of it to me.
My orgasm
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Watching your lover's orgasm is the most beautiful sight in the world. I recently saw a collection of Picasso's drawings of his lover's orgasms. So erotic.
robert
Just thinking about that & it's quite profound. Even at the moment of climax your boy is under instruction and making himself exposed to you at the very moment anyone else is allowed to selfishly experience euphoria. So yes, he really is “giving” you his most personal and blissful moment, caring more about your instruction and your desire to see him vulnerable than he even cares about his own consummation.
That's a high price for anyone to pay. You're “owning” everything personal he has. Very profound stuff – it's a shame we only have stupid terms like “domination” of BDSM to describe something so amazing.
robert: “I recently saw a collection of Picasso's drawings of his lover's orgasms. So erotic.”
Oh? If you can find them online somewhere, I would love to see them.
Ferns
Anonymous: “Even at the moment of climax your boy is under instruction and making himself exposed to you at the very moment anyone else is allowed to selfishly experience euphoria.”
Yes, this. In the case of my last, it was heightened because I used chastity with him, and he was one of these incredibly rare men who would much rather stay in that state of edgy want and need than to end that extended play with an orgasm. In short, he didn't want to come.
When I would tell him to come, he was always slightly disappointed and reluctant, with this beautiful sad-eyed expression of “Oh”, which was the hottest thing ever… It made it feel that much more like I was *making* him give it to me.
*sighs happily*
Ferns
The exhibit was at the Museum of Modern Art in New York. I could not find the exhibit I was referring to but there is some reference to the etchings with a “sexually aggressive” theme like “The Embrace” and Bacchanal with Minatoar”. The one that stays in my mind is of Picasso's 16 year old lover's orgasm.
robert
The eyes are a channel strait to the center of the universe as we know it. Orgasm or a moment of sadness or a moment of delight “sighs”. I might have heard Deepac Chopra mumble this over mutton stew and buns. ..my memory fails me at key times. He would have added with little encouragement “warm and tender thoughts to a special one”.
robert: Shame, but thanks for the couple of references.
Ferns
beefonaskewer: “…He would have added with little encouragement “warm and tender thoughts to a special one”.”
He meant that for me, I know it… Deepac is one of my biggest fans…
Thank you, beef *smile*
Ferns
its strange always had trouble cumming for my First :( dont know if i was trying to hard to please Her or if there was some thing else stopping me, never did get round to finding out why.
ID
ID: “its strange always had trouble cumming for my First :( dont know if i was trying to hard to please Her or if there was some thing else stopping me…”
That *is* interesting… I imagine that must have been quite frustrating for her, perhaps for you also. I imagine also that it would sit rather heavily in your mind if you struggled to give her what she wanted. Fascinating.
Ferns
It was more frustrating for me, I had Her permission to do so but still could not cum. Maybe was not used to cumming on demand?
ID
ID: “Maybe was not used to cumming on demand?”
Maybe it was the pressure of expectation? I would like to ask all sorts of intimate and inappropriate questions about the circumstances, I am curious like that, but I shall refrain *bites tongue*.
Ferns